Today I feel trapped a little. I am in a relationship and unhappy due to many reasons. We are both on the lease and neither of us working and stressed to due it. If it came down to it she has a place to go but if I left I would end up homeless and that is a scary feeling knowing you have really no one out there. It makes you look back and wonder how you gotten to where you are and how you didnt see it coming. I didnt lose friends due to screwing them over or anything like that but I am a home body and just lost touch with them throught out time. 5 yrs ago or so this wouldnt have happened. I just want to start over somewhere brand new and when I get back on track meet the person I will marry. I am yet to find her. First I need to fix my immediate situation and get on track. No woman wants a broke man  If anyone who has been in a similar situation or has any good ideas I am all ears. Or if any lovely lady wants to move me out of here I will do that as well lol.. jk.

I just found this site through some google searches. First I want to say its amazing how many ppl are in the same boat when there are soooo many others that dont even notice a difference in their lifestyles with all the hurt in the economy in the past several years. In a perfect world all the rich could take 5% of their income and donate it throughout our country and that alone would make a tremendous difference in so many lives. Our four fathers didnt have this intended for the way our country to be ran. Taxes were suppose to be voluntareed by lower classes and really designed for those who could afford it. Anyways enough of that. I just want to say I have you all in my prayers. I too am in a situation I really wish I could just wake up and and alteast be on the right track. I am so far back I forgot what it feels like to be able to buy a new peice of furniture or a wardrobe of clothes or anything that some ppl do on a daily basis. I am not a lazy person nor am I dumb. I just was born into a poor family and it seems things just end up the way they do regardless of what I do. Not that it was always that way so I know it can be changed but I think with the right head start or a mentor I could get back on track and be truely happy again.

hey i read your comment on this website. i was just surfing and i wondered, what state are you in?  did you get help yet

I am a 28 yr old male from KS and I really do not like it here. I have seen so many other wonderful places and just would move to where I would be happier. Some ppl are made to stay in their hometown but I am not one of them. I graduated high school in 1999 and I have worked ever since I was 15 yrs old. Due to helping out family and a couple bad realationships I don't have alot to show for it. I am good at writing stories and want to become a screenwriter. I enjoy the outdoors, hiking, fishing, camping and anything outside. I like animals of pretty much all kinds. I like classic cars  and I still have some kid in me cuz I like to play some games. (when I have time) I am still looking for my the woman I will marry because I yet to find her. The Lord will guide her to me when time is right. Hopefully sooner than later. I want to achieve my career goals soon and just live happy and the American dream like most ppl get to.